Brunch @ Selfish Gene Cafe

My smoked salmon sandwich

Unlike most of my friends, I'm not exactly a fan of cafe hopping. Cafes are usually secluded and hard to find. And after I take a long time to get to that place, the food usually disappoints me. It's not that the food's not good, but there's nothing special about the food that makes up for the inconvenience.

That aside, I was really, really happy to meet the both of them. Even if it just meant talking and not doing much. They're the kind of friends that I know will stick to me for the rest of my life :') And honestly, meeting them is one of the better/happier things that happened lately. 

I realise when life hits you, it really hits you hard. And everything comes crashing at once. This is easily one of the lowest points in my life but I don't really want blog about it. All I can say is that I'm trying to be a stronger person out of this.

X.

One last time

I love too easily, I trust too easily. Sometimes when you feel like you found a special friend that you want to keep for the rest of your life, that person comes up with something unpredictable and makes your heart ache.

I keep telling myself this; those who mind, don't matter. and those who matter, don't mind. But what if those who matter disappoint you? How are you going to feel/react?

Maybe because I love and trust too easily, I get hurt more easily too. But I don't think I'm going to change that about myself. Because I believe in giving my all for people who matter to me. If, one day, they choose to disappoint me, I guess I just have to take things in stride and move on. People come and go and life's too short to mourn about the people who leave. Instead, I'd rather divert my attention to people who are staying and people who are worth it.

I will stay happy for myself, and for the people who still love me.

X.

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Missing everything and everyone already :(